be free
i don't get it when people blame the year for being bad to them
like i just read "please be good 2024" like 2024 is a feral puppy lol
this is why i can't go on the internet too much you guys
anyway today was a good day
i've been biking around along the beach, i bought a water (the guy gave me a weird vibe tho i did not like it), and took stops along the way to drink my water -- i really like the feeling of biking around leisurely and stopping whenever i like -- and i read a book about audrey hepburn called how to be lovely i'm not finished but last i read, she was hanging out in switzerland in her country home. nice imagery
and i listened to an audiobook from laura lynn jackson and biked some more
and got home and made a salad and continued listening to laura lynn jackson on the speakers (i love our speakers) and she gave me the cutest sabrina the teenage witch vibes
the way she used her gifts as a teenager was so funny
and she made me cry too in some of the stories she relayed
it's not like the stories were particularly elaborate but i could feel it in her voice that she was authentic and she carried the energies of the people she spoke about and it really moved me
maybe the most important thing is the emotional truth of what you're saying
i napped and it was hard for me to snap out of it
god it is so comfortable here
in the living room with the table up and the couch out like a bed
i love it in here
tomorrow is my last day of freely reading. maybe i will go to the beach again
on wednesday the boat work will begin again and i am dreading it :( but why should i dread it now and let it ruin my moments of fun?