becoming my own fantasy girlfriend
i'm having a fantasy about becoming my own fantasy girlfriend
what i mean is, i want to be the type of girl about whom i'd think, "wow if i were into girls, i'd totally want to date her" or like, "wow i have a girlcrush on her"
yes.
i want to have a girlcrush on myself.
WHAT IS MY FANTASY GIRLFRIEND LIKE?
i just went to the bathroom and for the first time in a while, i tweezed my eyebrows and exfoliated my face
i looked good to begin with but having done all this, i feel more like my fantasy girlfriend
i think being my fantasy girlfriend just means: being who i am but spending a bit more time with the mirror.
and just taking care of myself, filing my nails, checking out my hair, putting cream on my face
actually no, there is more to being my fantasy girlfriend than looks.
but when it comes to looks, i think all it takes to be happy with my looks is to look in the mirror and preen myself
it's a lot like painting. you stand back and observe and you make little touches.
it's like cooking too. you taste it and adjust!
i think i just fell a little bit in love with myself just now, preening myself. i like the way i look.
fantasy girlfriend things:
drinking water
more about what my fantasy girlfriend is like later.