italian lessons
i'm realizing that i can read italian
should i not just fully learn italian by watching italian tv/movies with subtitles to absorb the sound?
at some point i realized that all i had was my brain and my body and that those two things are somehow quite different things, even if they seem related
but lately i guess i sort of realized i also have a heart
and hands
and i'm sort of trying to sort out this head, heart, hands thing
i sort of want my body to be a weapon like it used to be
i used to make myself appear in such a way as to intimate people -- sort of like, make them feel bad
but then i got more concerned with the health of my body instead
i want to
- think amazing thoughts [i do]
- feel amazing feelings [i do]
- do amazing things [i am]
- look amazing [!!! i have this one outfit which i feel is relatively cool but i think at my highest peak of self i wouldn't wear this exact thing because this exact thing is meant for the situation i'm in and somehow i don't feel that this situation suits me. it's a cool situation but it doesn't suit me. but i do what i can.]
i suppose you don't have to love the entirety of a book for it to be your favorite book; it just needs to have parts that you loved fully
i'm watching "the scent of green papaya" and it is very good
like asmr
i'll keep watching it tomorrow
i want to read now