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THE MOST FUN I'VE HAD IN A WEEK

  1. Last beverage: Water

  2. Last phone call: Sebastian

  3. Last song you listened to: Something from the 13 going on 30 soundtrack

  4. Last time you cried: Last night, watching 13 going on 30

  5. Have you dated someone twice: Mmm kind of “dated”. On and off. Back in college.

  6. Have you ever been cheated on: Probably (by that on and off person! Hence the on and off)

  7. Kissed someone & regretted it: Yes; my first and second boyfriends — I think I pitied them. NOT kissed people & regretted it as well though — 2 people, on separate occasions just came at me from nowhere and I was too shocked to receive but I should’ve just gone for it because they’re cute. Or they could have weird mouth diseases. Maybe it was good to dodge it.

  8. Have you lost someone special: Yes. Grandpa and my dog, Kiwi.

  9. What are your three favorite colors: Vermillion Cobalt Kelly Green

  10. Met someone who changed you in the past month: “I don’t wear diapers.” <— answer from the previous person LOL

Mm yes. Nice boat people who saw I needed help and who helped me without my asking.

  1. Kissed anyone on your friends list: N/A

  2. How many kids do you want: Honestly zero. When I see baby monkeys on YouTube I think “that’s so cute it’s just like a baby person but somehow superior.”

  3. Do you want any pets: I have a cat. I want a dog as well. A fluffy cute one.

  4. Do you want to change your name: No.

  5. What did you do for your last birthday: Drive back from Catania to the Marina

  6. What time did you wake up today: Maybe like 10am — really early for me

  7. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Next time I go to McDonald’s maybe ; I want a filet-o-fish. I always say that but then I chicken out and get a regular hamburger.

  8. Last time you saw your mother: 4 months ago

  9. Most visited webpage: Honestly goodreads.com haha god

  10. Nicknames: Skittles

  11. Relationship status: Married.

  12. Zodiac sign: Virgo

  13. Male or female: Female

  14. Height: 173cm

  15. Do you have a crush on someone: No

  16. Piercings: Ears but I don’t use them

  17. Tattoos: No

  18. Strong or Weak: Weak.

FIRSTS

  1. First surgery: Never had one

  2. First best friend: Girl across the street from my grandparents’ place

  3. First sport you joined: N/A

  4. First vacation: Disneyland baby

  5. First school: Some preschool or kindergarten I don’t know the name of

  6. First pair of trainers: What’s that?

WHICH IS BETTER

  1. Lips or eyes: (I’m imagining perfect pouty lips with wonk eyes vs perfect eyes with super thin lips…) Eyes

  2. Hugs or kisses: Hugs from Sebastian and animal friends

  3. Shorter or taller: Taller

  4. Older or younger: If wise/intelligent, then younger. If not wise, don’t bother. If older, then richer. If not richer, don’t bother.

  5. Romantic or spontaneous: (I’m imagining someone who says and does all the right things, but needs to take their time and can never do something last-minute; vs someone who can go on a road trip through Italy with me RIGHT NOW but cannot say/do anything nice…) ROMANTIC.

  6. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.

  7. Hook-up or relationship: I almost have to say relationship I guess. Yeah, relationship. I guess. Hook-ups get tiring.

  8. Shy or outgoing: In a partner? Outgoing. Trying to pry a shy person out of their shell is really annoying and not very rewarding. My shy friends were like “I want to date someone who drags me out” and I’m like, good luck with that. Who the hell wants to do that?

HAVE YOU EVER

  1. Kissed a stranger: Yeah probably at the same party I met Sebastian.

  2. Gotten a speeding ticket: No.

  3. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes.

  4. Sex on first date: Uh, no. That being said, sex BEFORE any dates, ever, yeah.

  5. Broken someone's heart: Yeah. (I only know this because he told me he had to get on Xanax thanks to me)

  6. Been arrested: No

  7. Have you turned someone down: Yeah, the people I liked the most! (And a bunch of people who came at me out of nowhere)

  8. Fallen for a friend: In HS yeah. I think I became his friend because I secretly liked him. I befriended a crush is the more accurate phrasing.

  9. Moved out of town: Yeah. Lived on 3 continents and 4 countries.

BELIEVE IN

  1. Miracles: Yes. I’ve experienced them.

  2. Love at first sight: No but love at first conversation for sure

  3. Heaven: I don’t think about heaven but I wonder about the afterlife. I’m leaning towards 51% belief, 49% disbelief.

  4. Santa Claus: Isn’t his real name “Walt Disney”?

  5. Kiss on the first date: It really depends on how it goes. But I’m not against it in principle.

  6. Angels: Actually yeah. I mean I hope so. I want to believe in angels more than I want to believe in heaven.

  7. Yourself: In terms of? Existential/philosophical intelligence? Yeah. Athletic ability, nah.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

  1. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No. (Not in the sense that I called them “boyfriend”)

  2. Been in love with someone you couldn't be with?: Yeah. He was just too sleazy and untrustworthy. But I liked talking to him, and he liked having sex with me.

  3. Ever cheated on somebody: Yes…

  4. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: Either 1997 or 2012…ahhh which one…see grandpa again? Or see fuckboys and puppy again…

Grandpa? Or fuckboys & puppy (aka real love of my life)?

FUCK.

Grandpa. And then grow up and see the fuckboys & puppy too. But man thems be some hard years. I do not will myself to relive those in-between years.

  1. Are you afraid of falling in love: No. Who would be afraid of FALLING IN LOVE… Unless it’s totally inconvenient — like with your hypnotherapist.

  2. Was your last relationship a mistake? My last “official” boyfriend? Yeah I think so. But I do wonder what, if anything, I learned anything from it?

  3. Do you miss your last relationship? No. HA. No.

  4. Who did you last say “i love you” to? Sebastian

  5. Have you ever been depressed? Tons.

  6. Are you insecure? I was insecure about my lovability, without realizing it. But before that, my therapist was literally like “you don’t think you need to earn friendship but you do”. So maybe she caused it.

But now I don’t think I’m insecure about that anymore. I realized that people simply like what they like.

  1. How do you want to die? Through a light tunnel and greeted by grandpa and my puppy and everyone else I’ve ever loved, no hard feelings. And then like a meeting with my spirit guides where they sit me down and I go, “How’d I do?” And they go, “not bad not bad, should we start with the amazing memories or the moments you were kinda a dick first?” I’m like “Which one’s longer?” They’re like “Honestly? About equal.”

  2. Do you bite your nails? No. Ouch.

  3. When was your last physical fight? One time when I was like 13. It was summer break. My stepdad was sleepwalking. And in his dream he was fighting someone. I woke up to him fighting me so I used my karate skills on him. My advantage was that I could see.

  4. Do you have an attitude? Sometimes yeah. But everyone I have an attitude toward for sure deserves it.

  5. Twirl or cut your spaghetti? Twirl or …suck.

  6. Do you tan a lot? No. But I do live on a sailboat, so I guess it’s inevitable.

  7. Ever eaten food in a car while someone or you are driving? Yeah that’s the best part of road trips.

  8. Ever made out in a bathroom? Yeah. Not a public bathroom though.

  9. Would you take any of your exes back? Not to date but as friends, yes.

  10. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? Yeah but there would be so much pain to relive through as well. It’s tough. I am living an anti-Nietzsche life: I can hardly will an infinite recurrence of my life.

  11. What are your plans for this weekend? Nothing.

  12. Do you type fast? Yes.

  13. Can you spell well? Yes.

82: What are you craving right now? Nothing.

  1. Have you ever been on a horse? Yes. I love riding horses. Last time I lucid dreamt, I decided to ride a horse through my dream mansion and then through my dream town.

  2. Would you live with someone without marrying them? Yes -- that's awesome. Also it's called a ROOMMATE.

  3. What’s irritating you right now? Maybe like my writer's block. But this is a lot of fun.

  4. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts? No.

  5. Does somebody love you? I hope so.

  6. Have you ever changed clothes in a car? Yes.

  7. Milk chocolate or white chocolate? Dark chocolate if possible but milk is better than white

  8. Do you have trust issues? No. Not "issues" I would say...I distrust people appropriately...

  9. Longest relationship? 10 years

92: Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you? Yeah. I think it's normal to think about your exes. I think he thinks about his other exes too.

  1. Have you ever walked outside in your PJs? Yes a lot

  2. Do you believe everything happens for a reason? Yes but that reason may be ourselves.

  3. Did you have dream last night? Yes

  4. Have you ever been out of state? A lot; currently am

  5. Do you play the Wii? NO haha this tells me how old this survey is ahh so cute

  6. Do you like Chinese food? 100%

  7. Are you afraid of the dark? Yes

  8. Is cheating ever okay? TBH yeah. Like sometimes y'all are both liars.

  9. What year has been your best? 2012-2013

  10. Do you believe in true love? I think you can truly love and be truly loved back.

  11. Favorite weather? I used to love the rain the most but now that I live on a boat... warm weather. Any sort of warmth, rainy or not. But not too hot.

  12. Do you like the snow? No.

  13. Do you like the outside? It depends on how it is outside vs inside.

  14. Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? Depends on the person.

  15. Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight? Maybe. I think so.

  16. What makes you happy? Laughter; people being sweet to animals (including each other; love; music; food; a really good book (a rare thing...you can read 100 books and only like maybe 10, and only really like maybe 5)

  17. Ever been to Alaska? No

  18. Ever been to Hawaii? Yes my family lives between there and California

  19. Do you watch the news? No ew Unless it's funny clips from news around the world

  20. Do you love MTV? No not ever tbh not even when it was cool

  21. Do you like subway? Yes--or, used to, when they had the veggie pattie.

114 Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? No. It's Sebastian

  1. Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? oh you mean...in that way...?
    i'd be like "are you still cool to be just my friend tho?"

  2. Why did you decide to do this quiz? it's fun. this is the first time i've had fun all week tbh
    i've been feeling really sad and aimless
    i've done a lot of things i wanted to do
    too scared to do the other things
    (not sure if they're worth the effort even if i got over the fear)
    (namely move to new york)
    i've been wanting to write about my happy memories but unable to feel happy
    only reading annoying/sad books but unable to find any joyous ones
    it's been rough

  3. Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided them? Yeah a guy from HS had a creepy crush on me. And he was even HOT but he was just that creepy that I was scared of him. I got strong bad vibes.

  4. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? I don't think I can be my COMPLETE self around anyone, not even myself. That shit comes out in dreams, only.

  5. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? if internet counts then a booktuber!

  6. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? wow it's been a while
    maybe the booktuber though it was brief
    the depth of conversation seems entirely dependent on philosophical intelligence and not on like, intimacy or length of conversation

  7. Ever bought condoms? No.

  8. Ever gotten pregnant? No

  9. Have you ever slipped on ice? Maybe yeah

124 Have you ever missed the bus? Probably yeah

  1. Have you left the house without money? yes

  2. Have you ever smoked cigarettes? once or twice

  3. Have you ever smoked a cigar? once or twice

  4. Did you ever drink alcohol? in college only

  5. Did you ever watch “The Breakfast Club”? no

  6. Have you ever been overweight? no

  7. Ever been to a wedding? yes

  8. Ever been in a wedding? kinda -- a "marriage ceremony"

  9. Have you ever been on the computer for 5 hours straight? probably definitely yeah

  10. Did you ever watch TV for 5 hours straight? probably yeah

  11. Ever kissed in the rain? um NO... I ran up and hugged my HS crush in the rain though it was so cute

  12. Did you ever shower with someone else? Yes.

  13. Did you ever fail a driver’s test? No.

  14. Ever been outside your home country? Yes.

  15. Ever been on a road trip longer than 5 hours? Duh.

  16. Ever been to a professional sports game? Yeah. I do not recall though. They are so boring. Oh no yeah, a soccer game with like some European teams.

  17. Have you ever broken a bone? No

  18. Did you ever win a trophy in your life? Neh-vah!

  19. Ever get engaged? Yes

  20. Have you ever been on a diet? Kinda yeah like, a "special diet" -- I ate less than 25g of fat a day bc my doctor said it's either that or they have to do surgery to cut out my gallstone

(which is rare for young people first of all and skinny people second of all)

Gradually I just stopped giving a shit and I eat oil and avocados and I'm still fine.

  1. Have you ever been on TV? Yeah in Hawaii

  2. Ever ridden in a taxi? Yes a lot

  3. Ever been to prom? No
    but I wonder if I missed out?
    none of my friends went because i had a falling out with my best friend and then my other friend, my crush, wasn't going, and my other friends were not in my grade

  4. Ever stayed up for 24 hours or more? yes

149 Have you ever been to a concert? Yeah; Glass Animals, Chainsmokers, some japanese rock band (with my friend who wanted to go), Beethoven's triple concerto and Grieg's piano concerto; I prefer classical concerts because I can sit and the volume is nice

  1. Have you ever had a crush on someone at work? not seriously

  2. Have you ever been in a car accident? yeah I got blinded by the sun and crashed into a pole

  3. Ever had braces? Yes

  4. Did you ever learn another language? yeah; I speak French and German. I actually use German regularly (Sebastian speaks German) but not French, not so much (I read in French sometimes though; and I like a French YouTube/Podcast guy who is real down to earth and does cozy life things and talks about real topics)

  5. Do you wear make-up? No but I'm not against it
    it's just inconvenient as a sailor

  6. Did you ever have your wisdom teeth taken out? Yes. Ouch.

  7. Did you ever kiss someone a different race than yourself? Yes. Have I kissed every race? No.

  8. Ever dyed your hair? Yes. It was cute.

  9. Did you ever wear someone else’s clothes? Yes. I love it.

  10. Ever ridden in an ambulance? Yes.

  11. Ever ridden in a helicopter? No.

  12. Ever caught the stove on fire? No.

  13. Ever meet someone famous? Yes, Seth Rogen and the whole cast of This is the End minus James Franco (who was the only one I cared about)

  14. Ever been on an airplane? A lot

  15. Ever been on a boat? Live on one; writing on one as we speak!

  16. Ever broken something expensive? No. Oh no yeah, haha a BMW

  17. Did you ever kiss someone before you were 14? No unless it was like, on the cheek

  18. Did you ever find something valuable on the ground? No