MYSPACE SURVEY 2
Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks a lot?: yes
Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?: night
Do you have any expensive jewelry?: mmm no? oh, yeah lol wedding band
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?: yes
Excited for anything this week?:no? maybe just the surprises of my own mind. my mind takes me on adventures -- and i don't even mean imaginations! i mean i don't know what i'll be up to next, it's fun to be me (except this week it was hard -- i was sad)
Would you cry if you found out you were pregnant?: ooh maybe ; "oh no my life is over" like that
Where is your phone?: next to me, hotspotting this!
Do you think your current pets will be alive ten years from now?: oh yes i hope so <3 he'd be 15.5
When was your last bubble bath?: april
How many kids do you want to have?: want to...maybe 0. will ...maybe 2. i don't know i am really not sure if this is a good thing to do, having kids though i don't want any...would i change my mind?
What outfit do you have on at this exact moment?: black shirt, red plaid pj pants (fluffy soft)
What did you do today?: i read schopenhauer's selbstdenken and learned nothing ; i read how to love by alex norris and learned a little i think (he said that if you're looking for someone who has the same hobbies and needs and desires as you...congrats! you'll love hanging out by yourself! which was funny); i filled up the water tank; listened to jesse mccartney; had a fun phone call with seb where i asked him myspace survey questions
What color is your hair?:black/dark-brown
Did you hug or kiss anyone today?:no
Have you ever told anyone you loved them?: yes...too many people, and i meant it in the moment but afterwards i thought "nah"
Ever passed out because of alcohol?: yes :( i wish i could go back and undo that
Wanna get married?: i am; and it's aiite.
How many wives/husbands do you want?: wow if i could choose um...maybe just one, but only because two might be too complicated. if i could HAVE two? (but then they would want two...) i guess i secretly want two lol
Where would you like to live?: italy is not bad tbh. or nyc. i don't know if i'd actually like it there. why can't i just fully enjoy italy without dreaming of something else?? i guess it's bc i've been dreaming about nyc for a good long while
When was the last time you laughed?: today on the phone? i think i laughed
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: ooh it depends on their personality; if they're a lot like me, then YES. and we would do creative projects together. we would do myspace surveys together. sleepovers. sometimes i think it would be really nice to multiply myself and do the same things i always do but just with someone there with me
What do you currently hate?: the way that society is right now, the way that people are right now, just sort of espousing all the wrong values. when you listened to pop music back in the days it was like "i'm in love with you and your beautiful soul" now it's like "bitch i don't fucking respect you! haha you ugly little bitch" and it's like WHOA. calm down! and i hate instagram and tiktok culture. i hate the youtube shorts; i hate how people have become less interesting because of this. they're no fun to hang out with anymore. movies aren't very good either...they're trying really hard to be deep (barbie) but they ain't
Would you be able to tell someone you love them, even if you didn't feel it?: yeah hahahahaha well. yeah. i would. it's so manipulative isn't it?
What is your issue right now?: i guess a general feeling of "the best days are behind me" which i'm TRYING to forget about/overcome. at first i thought it was like "oh of course being 19 is awesome" i thought maybe everyone misses being 19 but then i thought maybe the year 2013 was simply awesome? ...maybe that was before the world became an ugly place?
How old will you be in 8 months?: 30
Do you wish you'll be married by then?: already am!
Was yesterday better than today?: no. thank god
What does your last text message say?: "It’s really hard to write about happy memories when you’re not happy"
Do you have a crush on anyone?: uh no
Do you prefer to call or text?: text; unless it's seb.
Do you have any pets?: yes; a black (half) british shorthair mix; he's cute and sassy. he's needy but pretends to be tough. his name is kippy, and he has an underbite. but he is the gentlest big boy they've ever seen at the vet.
What were you doing at 12 am last night?: maybe online or reading or something
How do you feel right now?: much better. these surveys give me a feeling of joy -- i think people should do these again
Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?: barefoot inside; sailing boots outside
Are you a social person?: with the ride crowd, absolutely (i kinda wanna do my astrocartography...i wonder if sicily is good for me, socially)
What was the last thing you ate?: salad. yummy. with turmeric/curry tofu and a bomb ass dressing. the only little imperfection was that the carrots were julienne'd not ribboned. ribbon carrots are the most sexually i mean sensually pleasing
Favorite color?: vermillion red
What are you doing for your next birthday?: it's so hard to tell
Are you happy with that?: uh yeah maybe
Would you kiss your ex ?: depends on the situation and how he behaves himself
Have you ever had your heart broken?: honestly no